ONE MORE NIGHT

Tuesday, January 10, 2023

OK my Love Humans, it's time to charge up the Universal Love channels into overdrive for surgery tomorrow!

I have craddled my left boob many many times over the last few days - lovingly holding her, sending all my love and knowing she will come out of this stronger, although smaller.

Today has been an interesting day and not exactly how I thought it was going to unfold. This morning I had the energy of an Australian kangaroo, bouncing around the outback. Sleep has been decent, but not great. Pain relief meds are a no-no pre-op so sleep has been disrupted lately by a nightly knee ache. Ha! Wait until tomorrow night... I'll be so drugged up, sleep will me mine! Huzzah!

Somehow I thought that I might find myself more melancholy today, pensive and relfective, instead I had an abundance of energy. There's been a lot of dancing and strutting around. Seriously feeling SO SO SO GOOD!

I participated in the Wellspring Chi Life class this afternoon. David joined me. It was really awesome! David and I have our level 4 in Qi Gong and have become lax in our practice, but after today's session we were reminded how wonderful the practice is and how useful for balancing our energies, creating peace, calm and to support own healing - me as a patient and David as a caregiver.

Tonight, we are having a later dinner - sauteed chicken with chow mein noodles and veg. No food or drink after midnight. Before bed, David and I will hang out in the hot tub - the last one for a while for me, followed by a luxurious shower with all the pampering lotions too so that I will sleep like a princess. In the morning, it'll be a quick cleanse with no post-shower lotions, creams, deodorant or scents.

A few changes to my scheduled appointments tomorrow. Surgery is now 1 pm. I need to check in at 9 am tomorrow morning before I head to imaging for a boob pic, followed by my pre-op procedures in nuclear medicine (wire insertion and lymph node dye).

Surgery is about 90 minutes, followed by 2-3 hours in recovery. Then home.

I've received endless messages, texts, calls and well wishes for my surgery tomorrow. I really am surrounded by the most amazing Love-Humans!! I know I have said this before and I will say it again and again... I truly am so humbled by the love that surrounds me and holds me during this challenging time. It is not a coincidence that my energy levels are en par with the love that I have been receiving.

I am so blessed and thankful beyond words. My cup is overflowing and I am the luckiest girl in the world right now. ❤️ THANK YOU THANK YOU!

So much goodness today. Full of gratitude.

1 more sleep... UNTIL SHOWTIME! I'M READY!